Super Ironic 2010

I had the most tragic thing happened to me by the end on 2010. So it was a day before New Year's eve, i was filled with the excitement to welcome the new year. So then i bought my self a new Nylon magazine (and Nylon cost 85.000IDR or about 8USD), i've been saving a special 100.000IDR just to buy that magazine. Then after that, to complete my night i also bought myself some DVDs. When I was about to go home by motorcycle with bang Udin (the motorbike driver), we fell from the bike. And worse, into the sewer. And worst it's kinda infront of my friends (thank God it was dark at night so nobody knew who fell). That night half of my body was covered with dump from sewer, and also my purse, new magazine and DVD and also my Black Berry (which was dead for a night, but it's in a great condition now). All of them are wet. I was furious when i got home, i threw the magazine (it's already torn up anyway) and also the DVDs (but they're stil ok tho) then i went into the bathroom. I cried hard while having a very very long shower, i was in rage, and the embarrassment, oh i just couldn't bear it. I took a pause from showering then i picked up the phone, went back to the bathroom, then call my mom while crying and also showering (sounds ironic right?). It was a very dark dark night that will remain as a dark memory in my head. I admit i was a lil too overrated but well it's just felt awful you know? But then since my cousins and brother and friends went asking if i was ok right away, i realized that i still have people who love me, and i shouldn't be embarrassed by things like that, i should just be thankful that i'm still fine.

But still i have this traumatic feeling of getting on a motorcycle. I'm afraid, what if i fall again? and what if it's worse than before?

Despite of all those bad things, the next day i cheered up and went to my friend's to have a BBQ NYE party and i had so much fun.

So cheers, for the good and bad things in life!